Since my daughter was given an assignment by her coach to find a specific weakness to focus on, she handed in her desire to learn to jump. Funny thing is, at age 14 she is already 5'10" but she admits being a tall child made her self conscious on the playing court. She couldn't really express that emotion into words when I asked why. She really never leaves the ground, except an inch or two. I love to watch the girls on her team who are of shorter stature leap. They seem so fearless.
Juli already has an edge in height but no one in her growth in athletics has asked her to leap higher, until now.
Now to where I stand in growth. Right now no one is asking me to leap higher. If anything I feel a bit stagnate in my spiritual growth in the workplace. Lately when I have tried to write, I feel helpless, unschooled in my ability to express God's written word. I feel God's teachings and guidance, I express it to others in my actions but I am at a point in my life where I want to become more articulate in the matters and teachings of the Bible. I'm self conscious, afraid to offend anyone and yet, I too, tired of not jumping higher.
So my goal, early in it's development, is to get an education. I am going to give this desire to God. I am going to place a note in my Bible to find the most appropriate distance learning venue suited to my needs.
That's where I am at today.
It's in writing.
It's in His hands, all I have to do is a my homework and pray!
Each day looks a little brighter financially!
Thank you Father!
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