Everyone hates tests, including me.
These past two weeks have included such a vast array of mental, physical and emotional tests.
It's been like the SAT of learning to trust God in a way I have never seen before.
I have had to say no to certain individuals.
I have had to learn not to complain. Actually I can't even force myself to complain.
Yet, I had to complain tonight to someone to help ease tension others were feeling.
I have had to sit quietly and let others voice their opinions, their trials, and their triumphs.
I have had to speak up on decisions we have made about my youngest daughter and why we have chosen the course we have.
I have realized the Holy Spirit is really working on my behalf by keeping my tongue quiet on so many obstacles that have been placed before me. Then I felt Spirit led another time to speak up.
I am not joyful, happy about everything I have said and done, but I fear God more.
I am going to go to bed tonight knowing that He is with our family.
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