Currently I am all alone.
Husband is working. After I got home this morning the girls went to visit grandparents, they live next door! What a blessing!
I found something I had tucked away back in February 2007. I scanned my bookshelf and realized a little slip of paper sticking out of one of the copies of "The New Believers Bible". It was a list.
Here goes...
Things I Know
1. God's Grace
a. is sufficient
2. It's all in the Cross
a. love and understanding
b. forgiveness
c. fellowship
d. Kingdom
e. More to come... hhhhh I wonder what was going on there?
3. Destiny and Signs
4. Supernatural Exists
5. Prayer works, intervention works
6. Can conquer through Christ
7. No man can be against me when God is with me
8. I can trust God
9. I can trust Jesus
10. I can trust the Holy Spirit
*holds my tongue
11. Love your enemies
12. Spread the Gospel
13. Tithe
14. Waiting is good
15. Distractions are many, but God is Great, He is God
16. practice makes perfect
17. the Word heals!
Then I flipped over the page and saw...
Things I Don't Understand
1. What are you actually doing up there, God?
a. Who are you positioning?
b. What is my role as your servant?
2. I know I'm on the right track, but am I doing it right?
3. Should I run the race a little faster?
This led me to 1 Cor. 2:9
"That is what the Scriptures mean when they say,
'No eye has seen, no ear has heard, and no mind has imagined
what God has prepared for those who love him".
It is very difficult to lead myself into a full body of teaching on the fullness of God's love. I guess that is why I wish to go to higher education. I would love any suggestions. I am not conveniently located near college level classes. Earlier this year I almost entered a scholarship contest to Regent University but gave up.
My thoughts on where to go often imagine the possibilities of helping others with mental illness, counseling, writing.
Love and Blessing to all!
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